I want to ask everyone…be it an adult or a teenager, girl or a boy, woman or a man.. whoever wishes can suggest me .. I will gracefully read and try to understand the point of view… my question is – Should I share everything with my parents? Like- what I talk about with my friend ? Why is it that I chose friends of age younger to me? Why not the same age or elder ? What benefit I’m getting from my emotional environment ? What kind of body language or speaking tone does not seem friendly and open? What kind of stuff I like to talk about? I’m not exactly as what they see me inside out ? I actually hide many things ? What is the reason I’m not as frank with them as my friends? What made me lose my confidence in me ? Whether I should have many male friends or only a few ? If yes … then what kind of relation should I have with them ?
This thing is bothering me since many years ( maybe almost 17 years – I have my 17th b’day in July.. ) Sometimes just writing in a paper and tossing it in dustbin is only choice left with me… I sometimes feel that I made so many mistakes in life…and I don’t know how to now sort out my life , Bring back the peace within me which is lost .. I don’t remember when was it lost ..